Today I have spent quite a bit of time listening to my talking books and pondering on where I will be in ten years. Are you like me? Do you worry about the time you have left, do you worry about what people will do when you are not here, well I have been doing that quite a bit lately. What in Gods name am I doing I spend days worrying about the quality of my life than I do planning or just enjoying time.

We all from time to time stop and try to make sense of this earthly domain. Me I am about to give that up. Who cares what you are going to leave as your legacy, not me and that's for sure, I will have passed on to another existence. So why do I worry about it. DUUUR.

So a very late new years resolution, I Norman (fat boy) Carter will do my very best to stop worrying about the things that I can do nothing about, and will concentrate on the things that I can influence.

How long do we think this new found freedom will last, keep you eyes on my blogs both here and Christian Chat

God Bless you for reading this and I will keep you all informed via my blog or on the Christian Chat Site.

Loves Ya all.

Norman

My dear God I got the gas bill in today and would you believe it, it was almost £300. I hade to call them to complain, only to get told “we have put the prices up by %50 this last year. Then some waffle about oil and gas costs. She said we will be putting it down by %10 soon. How in Gods name do they think I am going to keep myself warm I now know the meaning of "HEAT OR EAT". You see though I am a War Pensioner I do not get the fuel allowances as I am to young.

Pension up % 3.5 I think and that plus any savings for the next three months down the pan I have nothing but praise for the elderly generation and so do understand their complaints about fuel bills, I dont like the idea that they will have to face   the same choices that I do. The one I have just received will just have to wait.

GBY

Norman